LIFE AND OPINIONS

 Many people say to me This is not the universe for you I came in a wrong place  They try to understood me I'm nothing in their universe  They showing prove to me  To understood me the difference  I have nothing to live together with them I am thinking most of the time Who am I and where from? I want to go to my place! Please help me.

My world sometimes gets dark, I find nothing in the very dark. I can only feel my serious crime, for why I am in a strange prison. Day by day I can't find a way to get myself out of prison. In my world there is a very strong light of hope sometimes, but it does not last anymore. I get left alone as before. I twisted with sadness, I don't find anyone anywhere. I was very depressed and searched for a way to solve my problem, finally finding no way. But finally Allah has kept me enlightened, in mercy.

We belongs a sweet story of friendship. There was no confusion/hesitation or any repeat question in our relationship. Which build our relation on the pillar of believe.  We have some great moments where we lived that time. There is no commitment, there's no responsibility, no doubt, no Anxiety at all. We just lived in our own freedom, great understanding, unreasonable communication, different thinkings about each other. Imagine a friendship like this even at 2023, that was amazing with unstoppable feelings. When I thinking about our undecided feelings, I just feel there is nothing special in my life without it. I can live only with think of it.  If Distance is most authentic destination, we will succeed.  If friendship is most authentic relation, we will succeed. If trying to make a relation better than friendship is a great sin, we will succeed.  But if breaking friendship is another great sin, only when we will Failure.  Be proud we are friend of each other.

 অবৈধ অনুভূতির পর কৃত্রিম ঘুম কিংবা কৃত্রিম অনুভূতির পর অবৈধ ঘুম; কিছুই আমি চাই না আর।  Artificial sleep after illegal feelings or Illegal sleep after artificial feelings; I did't wanted anything. I just wanted Peace and neutral situation.

If you found lots of people ignoring you, don't worry if you believe you are a great person. Most people can't close with expensive persons, because expensive persons are used to survive in a great lifestyle. And normal people think they can't effort expensive persons .